Thursday, July 13, 2006
my side of the story~
wah~ suddenly all the guys fan xing d, guai guai oh~ all cept peanut la of course...
reading yeaye's post, therez a sense of past memories pushing forward, as though it was just yday we were that lil kid, wanting everythg to be simple to have our way... icecream that never melts... and all of a sudden, me want to be that lil kid all over again, in a world where future is never in sight, in fact, the word future had not existed... and worries are... well, just another word...
reading santa's post, another thought provoking story though not of his own... me realized how wise others have been, how much everyone has grown, how cruel time has been... and me can never set myself that landmark, cuz me dun wana cross the finish line, cuz me dun wana have an ending to this wonderful story... wut happens after 'happily ever after'?! itz been a pleasant dream, and me wana dream on, without reaching the finish line, is that okie?!
reading cyik's post, therez lotsa Qs marks... haha, okie, me laughing d, just like ur lil bro, laughing without knowing why... maybe u have expressed wut we all had in mind, of similar nature but with a different language, itz nice to have read wut u wrote cuz u dun seem to tell us much... ure the spectator u mentioned, or are u the supporter?! the degree of importance doesnt really matters, therez only u & me & chouchoufamily & everyone else... to move on, itz harsh and itz a reality... but me, me still can't let go, of myself, of my past, of my memories, of everythg i am now... so no... no thx, me would like to stay here, at least for the moment now...
so my side of the story... yeah~ me will always miss the crazy laughters, sweet faces, chouchou scents and everythg cute... ya know why me cried the other nights?! cuz me cant stand this long long holiday, a hol without classes starting at the end of it, wutz worse, the end of this holiday might just be the finish line me dreaded... now that me lost every sort of routines, going out and seeing u guys often, thatz the oni positive energy me get, and thatz wut me looking forward to each day... ppl say, we are always in touch through phone msn emails smses so we are never lost never alone... but thatz so wrong, at least to me... me still cherish the old fashion way of eyes crossing meetings and saliva splashing conversations, and me wana smell the chouness of u all with all our *hugz* & *muackz*~ so sweet~ we are not in touch till we can really touch each other, as in literally, am i hoping too much then?!
connected by our chouness... yeah~ we definitely have each other in our hearts~ and thatz enough right?! maybe not for me... haha, let me manja bit lo, okie?! ^-^
-xiang sponge-
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3 Comments:
choucutebox said...
yer...mummy want manja....
daddy must know wat to do lor =p
erm.....
really happy and surprise.
just the same night..
4 ppl will post for the early morning...
nice thing to see...yay~
难以掩饰心中的雀跃！！
haha...can i be more innocent and dream more??
this is called 心有灵犀 right....=p
seem ages din see u all again..though it's just less than a week...and though i just chat with u in less than 18 hours...not even a day~
erm...wondering when is the coming day i will see you all...perhaps next week/?
huhuhu...but our wei siang and sally will the the 1st to leave us lor...
yaya..thought of one thing.
this sat siew ying got farewell right...
so it;s another chance for gathering...yahoo~~
so friday, saturday...two days...
this will brighten up ur day for sure hor?? cher...
but...me not goin again/...
oh no....=(
cher said...
stOp Stop stoP!! wut mummy daddy =_= oii~
well, therez this saying about absence makes the heart grow fonder... honestly, itz not true lo, for certain ppl- no see=no feeling d... for u guys chouchouZ- no see=heart pain d... wawa~
btw, siewying's farewell steamboat probably changing to sun nite oh!! so me yen jeng jie all can go!! others le?! can la... and erm, yeaye ar, u fri not going, sun must go oh!
choucutebox said...
sigh. me in office now, stealing the line, giving myself a lil break as many of them r in the meeting room now. blerk..... so happie~ but y, y u all wan make me moody moody n sad n feel like crying wor~ wawawaa~
chouchoumui & choulengchai & chouck & choucy reminded me tat the word 'future' does exist, n u all'll be leaving so soon.. waa~ next week holiday whole week, perhaps i shud take the chance n start making/buying presents for u guys. sob. a farewell present, muz not be rushed n hafta be a very memorable one rite.. hmm...
chouchouchou ppl.. dun leave me can ar?! well, i know i'm dreaming n am being a lil selfish. but normally ppl won't be as close & as sot after they're seperated for few years n have grown up. i'm just afraid...
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