Monday, September 04, 2006
wakie up d oh~!
itz been a long tme since me last posted, even had to hesitate a milisec to recall the password, yeah~ itz been that long... me have my reasons though, the past few weeks had been... bittersweet~
there are times when tears cure no pain & laughter is no medicine
the day me got my a-level results, my heart started bleeding... when it was official, another stab that night when me realized the harsh truth. my world was crumbling. was so lost so hopeless so miserable... and for the 1st time in my life, me felt like sleeping & never wake up... so wana sleep forever~ but don't worry, that won't&didn't happen cuz forever don't exist, it never did, as i always say... black&white, that was all i see in everything, cuz there was no light not even a blurry glitter from a firefly.
but through it all, there were angels all around me, sweet lil angles wif colourful wings and soft warm hugs... still, me was slipping, unwillingly, deep into depression, then therez this violet angel who held on tight and pulled me back, violet~ cuz there was no pink... and i'm ever so grateful, truly~ *hugz*back!!
now... me gonna take a sharp turn on this road and take a detour, therez no turning back neither could i continue that road ahead. how i wish... time is always harsh and cruel and cold. me just wana hang on to everything i have, everyone that means so much to me... no, me won't let go, okie?! and thatz a promise~ ^^
-xiang sponge-
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choucutebox said...
finally wake up d hor, chouchoumui~ ^^
haih.. all the best in everything la, tat's all i could say =/
xinfu always n ya,don't let go oh~ ehheh. de kong let me bullie him awhile hor.. haha
*muacks~*
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