Thursday, January 17, 2008
tired of constantly reminding herself to breathe...
wondering how much she sacrificed throughout these 3 sems, wondering how much they all suffered through it all...
witnessed a friend cried just because of a paper, heard a friend fainted just before exam, felt a friend's depression due to all these pressure...
trying to keep up, keep pharming... even though everyone is tired, exhausted, worn out... but none has given up, yet... and she hopes none will
stress -> cortisol -> metabolism & growth hormones
yeah~ she hopes to grow up... if only...
she just need a rest...
cher
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如果有一天起身脚软了。。。
医生告诉你病了。。。
一系列的测试等着你。。。
很痛苦,
你会呻吟吗。。。
你青春活泼, 娇生惯养,
突然医生说你不能下床, 不能冲凉, 不能上厕所, 不能跟朋友出去玩。。。
因为你每天得换血, 得进行测试。。。
你,只能躺在床上。。。
一夜之间,
一觉睡醒,
生活突然180度变了,
只是一场恶梦吗。。。
明天有测验, 是试卷2,
你说你很满意试卷1,
放弃试卷2 太可惜了,
医生却说明天你会很忙,很累,因为很多针筒等着你。。。
朋友打来,
你马上崩溃,
终于哭了。。。
哭了好久,
但你还是跟朋友说你没事,一切很好。。。
你说你周末还约了朋友去玩。。。
可是一切就是那么突然。。。
没事的,以后你肯定会更珍惜生命。。。
奇怪, 我从你身上学到了世事无常。。。
但我还是在浪费着每一秒。。。。。。。
wei
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
reference to choujie's post... yeah~ realized me had a fine year, did a lot of weird new extraordinary embarrassingly memorable things >o<
enjoyed uni life, became closer to uni friends, still have my chouchou friends closest to me heart... visited manchester, sunkissed in redang, getawayed in genting... danced in a club, beach, fine dining, pub, even though me dont really know how to dance :b... picked up squash as a sport...
got in trouble with the police... got a saman ticket and didnt pay for it... cried more than the past 19 years of my life... got stranded in kl at midnight with a bunch of friends... lost my birthcert (somehow, dont know how...)
1st time working in my life (and both without pay =_=)... lost my sweet pink hp & got a new hot red hp... tried to gain weight (yes, i did!!) but itz either not really working or itz at the wrong places >o<... cooked a fantastic meal & *ehem* a disastrous dinner (technically me didnt have any part of the latter)... baked super yummie cookies, cakies, pies & gingerbreadman!!
fell in love with my lecturers (my dean is so charming~!) fell even more in love with my friends my chouchoufamily my dogie & fell ever so deeply in love with my santa~... befriended bacteria... received a big bunch of roses ^^ have all the huGz&kisSes me need to keep me alive~
not forgetting... had the most interesting countdown to 2008 ^o^
-cher-
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Tuesday, January 01, 2008
2007...
hmm, a friend sent me this......
- [x] stayed single
- [x] got kissed
- [x] kissed someone new
- [] made out
- [] made out in a car
- [] kissed in the snow
- [] kissed in the rain
- [] had my heart broken
- [x] broke someone else's heart
- [x] had a stalker
- [x] lost a friend
- [x] had a good relationship with someone
- [] got pregnant
- [] had an abortion
- [] got married
- [] had a divorce
- [x] kissed someone of the same sex
- [x] met someone that I will never forget
- [x] did something I regret
- [] dated someone I thought I loved
- [] lost my true love
- [] lost faith in love
- [] kissed under mistletoe
- [] got a promotion
- [] got a pay raise
- [] changed jobs
- [] lost my job
- [] quit my job for school
- [] dated a co-worker
- [] dated my boss
- [] dated my boss's son/ daughter
- [] got fired from my job
- [] got straight A's
- [] met a teacher who I became friends with
- [] met a teacher who I really hate
- [x] found the subject I love
- [x] skipped class
- [x] skipped school
- [] got in a fight with a classmate
- [x] did something I was proud of
- [x] discovered a new talent
- [x] proved myself an idiot
- [] embarrassed myself in front of the class
- [] fell in love with a teacher
- [x] was involved in something that I will never forget
- [x] painted a picture
- [] wrote a poem
- [] ran a mile
- [x] listened to music I couldn't stand
- [x] went to a sleepover
- [] went to camp
- [x] threw a surprise party
- [] laughed till I cried
- [] laughed till I peed my pants
- [] flirted shamelessly
- [x] visited a foreign country
- [x] visited a foreign province
- [x] cooked a disastrous meal
- [x] was part of a rumor
- [x] lost something important to me
- [x] got a gift I love
- [x] realized something new about myself
- [] went on a diet
- [x] tried to gain weight
- [] dyed my hair
- [] came close to losing my life
- [] someone close to me died
- [] went to a wild party
- [x] drank alcohol
- [] got drunk
- [] got arrested
- [x] read a great book
- [x] saw a great movie
- [] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
- [x] saw a favorite band live
- [x] did something that I want to tell everyone
- [x] experienced something new
- [x] made new friends
- [x] found out who your real friends are
- [x] lied to your parents
- [x] snuck out
- [] got in trouble with police
- [] smoked
- [x] went to a party
- [x] had the time of your life
- [x] danced
- [] fell out of love
- [x] had a crush on someone
- [] changed your sexual preference
- [x] swam in a pool
- [] made a snowman
- [] went snowboarding
- [x] slept in past 2pm
- [x] held someones hand that you care about
- [] told someone you like them as more than a friend
- [x] gone on vacation
- [] gone on vacation with a friend
- [x] driven a car
- [] played strip poker
- [] danced in the rain
- [] rode a bike in the snow
- [] got in a car accident
- [] seen someone get in a car accident
- [] got in a fist fight
- [x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
- [x] missed someone
- [] got hit by a car
- [] sent someone to the hospital
- [] got a new pet
- [x] had an amazing year
- [x] enjoyed this year overall
-wei-
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